Friday, November 23, 2012

26.2 The Journey Continues!



26.2.  What a number!  We all have our 26.2's in life as I mentioned in a previous blog.   Big, scary, mountainous goals ahead of us, that we wish to accomplish, are determined to accomplish.  Personally, I need big goals to get me moving, to get me out of my comfort zone.  When I started this journey after The Jimmy Fund Marathon Walk on September 9, I had no idea the obstacles I'd face, only the heroes who paved the road ahead for me to run.  I keep telling myself I can do this, one step at a time, and when I hit an obstacle, I just move the lever a little - adjust the formula.  We can do this.....

In order to help me along my journey to run 26.2 miles on April 15, 2013, I knew I'd need to lose some weight.  I originally set to lose 26.2 total, which I hit TODAY!  I increased my goal as I got closer, as I do realize it will be easier for me to go all those miles with less weight, but I'm still really excited to pass this first 'marathon' mark.  I owe a lot of it to being finally, "ready to change", and finally keeping track of my calories in and out on SparkPeople.com.  I'm continually inspired on that website by others with similar goals - to "Die Young at a Very Old Age"  (Quote to Don Bergey of WFU).

Some other goals ahead of 26.2 magnitude:  The amount of $ I need to raise for The Red Sox Foundation?  $2,620.  Hoping for a total of over $5,000, and I've raised over $2,000 so far, so we're getting there.  Please contribute to my efforts to help The Red Sox Foundation!  More about that particularly VERY generous local charity here: 

https://www.fundraise.com/the-red-sox-foundation-inc/marias-boston-marathon-page?fb_action_ids=4819258480408&fb_action_types=og.likes&fb_source=aggregation&fb_aggregation_id=246965925417366




Our Red Sox have some 26.2's ahead of them in 2013 as well, don't they?  We all do!  What are yours?  I look forward to this journey we are taking together.  One.  Step.  At.  A.  Time.......



Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Bunches of Thanksgiving Graditude along the 26.2 Journey


At this point in time along my journey to 26.2, I am compelled to stop and write about some things I'm feeling especially grateful for.  Regarding the alien living in my abdomen, I discovered that the tumor continues to grow, and am grateful to have it removed tomorrow.  I am truly thankful to live within walking distance to the best medical care in the world.  I am confident in my surgical team, and thankful to be here.

Being in this situation makes me think of my family, who are always there for me, and vice versa, no matter what.  We don't see each other as much as we'd all like, as we all work and are always running around after our kids, but we all know, we're always there.  I'm thankful to live so close to my beautiful family, as my Mom is coming out to stay with my boys while I'm in the hospital.  Thank GOD for that!  What would I do without her.  As I type, she's home in Leominster making soup, sauce, meatballs, etc - preparing to help her Grandsons while I'm out of commission.  Hoping for a speedy recovery - how can I go wrong with Mom's Chicken Soup in my corner!! 



I'm very thankful for the progress I've made toward my marathon, both in mileage and fundraising.   I've worked up to about 6 miles - was to be at 13 by December, but that is on hold right now due to surgery tomorrow. I do still plan to run 26.2 on April 15 - just a little more interesting of a journey now. I'm thankful, as I've posted before, that in addition to my family, one constant in my life has always been exercise.  In addition to being an athlete myself, it is my life's work, my passion, and I'm grateful to have realized it early on in college. 

Related to fundraising for THE Marathon, 2 major events occurred last week, that also cause me great appreciation.  I had my first meeting with Meg Vallaincourt, Gena Borson, Ania Burke and fellow runner Justin Prettyman of The Boston Red Sox Foundation.  We were up in a boardroom at Fenway Park, overlooking the beautiful, historic baseball field that is so precious to my family.  Talking about where our money will be going that we raise for running the marathon.  I could not be more proud to run for this team and it's arms of charity outreach.  The Jimmy Fund, Red Sox Scholars, Home Base program for Veterans, and Dimock Community Health Center.  All these programs touch my life in a very meaningful way. 

My first fundraiser was a great success!  We hosted it at the Nazzaro Center in the North End, which is the site of election polling in the North End.  On election day, we sold coffee, pastries from ALL our local bakeries (Mikes, Modern, Parziales, Bovas, Maria's) and Regina Pizza during the dinner hours!  And so many home made items as well!  Flora Matarazzo, for one, kept sending over fresh hot homemade biscotti and other baked goods to sell.  We raised $2,000 that day (toward my goal of $5,000-$10,000), which I'm so thankful for.  And so appreciative to Carl Ameno, for obtaining all those donations, and allowing me to use his venue for fundraising.  So appreciative to all those who contributed, baked, and volunteered to help me.  This neighborhood is second to none when it needs to accomplish a goal together.  And I hope you enjoy this picture - how's that for NORTH END!:



I am grateful to have discovered today that my dear friend, Kim Walker is training again for the Lavaman Triathlon which is next May.  Kim COMPLETED her first Lavaman last year, overcoming the obstacle of having a STROKE the year before.  This year, she is running for her Mom, who is now ALSO battling with cancer.  I will be adding her Mom to my list of people who inspire me to keep running.  It's WONDERFUL to have such an inspiring ray of light from California to train with, raise money with, and encourage.  Love that our races are one month apart :).  Go KIM !!

So, now I have to deal with this tumor, and face a bump in the journey to 26.2.  A few steps backward.  But I'm running this.  Rosanne will be there the whole way with me - I feel her presence, I know she's my biggest cheerleader now.  So with her, and my sons and family, Carl, and so many amazing friends (like Kim), we're going to get through tomorrow, raise money that our charities desperately need, and run 26.2 together.  I'm appreciative for the strength of the very rich friendships in my life, the old friendships and newer friendships.  How lucky can one girl be???  See you all on the other side of surgery, and THANK YOU for all your love, cheers and support!  I'm grateful to be surrounded by so many wonderful souls.  Happy Thanksgiving to you all, and your families.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

The Road Ain't All that Smooth.....Part II


Two weeks ago I swam 2 miles on Saturday and ran 5.5 miles on Sunday.  Monday I did yoga at my favorite gym (Equinox) and ran 3 miles that night after work.  On my way home that night, I was about to embark on a bit of a bumpy road to 26.2.

I was doubled over in pain!  Lasted all night.  Finally Tuesday, after my trusted family doctor recommended for me to go to MGH, I went.  As expected (and the reason I try to avoid the hospital at all costs), I was in abdominal pain, stuck in a bed in the hallway at MGH for 10 hours!!  What an experience.  In those 10 hours, I managed to have blood work done, and a CT scan.  While in the hallway (STILL), the NP came up to me to tell me I have a large tumor in my uterus (about the size of 5 months pregnant - a grapefruit/cantaloupe size), and a polyp on my cervix fighting for blood supply and causing pain.  She said, "GYN is coming in to do a biopsy as we are not sure if it's Malignant or Benign"......and was gone.....  (the older man across the hall from me, also in a bed in the hallway then asked, "Are you a believer?").  I guess MGH is immune to HIPPA regulations?

Gyn came in, did a biopsy, kept me overnight for observation (went to the hospital around noon, got into a room at 10:46 pm!) I had to wait until this past Tuesday for results.  I have to admit, while all the odds leaned toward this being benign, I was so scared!  That week waiting (in pain) for results felt so long.  Luckily, I had a very busy work week and a presentation to our Corporate Officers from Hong Kong to keep me busy!

The outcome - it is a BENIGN degenerating fibroid tumor and then polyps.  Actually pretty common for women my age, but since it was so large, and my body was unable to supply blood to it, it was causing severe pain.  I'd have to have it removed.  Very good news overall, but......what about my marathon?  I was making such progress, and hit a MAJOR BUMP in the road here.  I think about my dear friend Rosanne going to personal training days after chemotherapy, and I know I can do this.  Just need to remember no journey that is truly worthwhile is without pain and obstacles.   In the song Memory Motel, the Stones sing the line, "The Road Ain't All that Smooth", nor is my journey to 26.2.  But one step at a time.......we'll get there!!